Saturday, May 26, 2012

Not used to it :(

A month ago, we could kiss n hug for an hour not feeling tired of it.
A month later, I got to hear that you don't like to kiss that much.
Kind of not use to not kissing you that much. 

Some times I could feel my heart sunk. The kind of sour sour breaking breaking feeling.

it's true that i love to kiss you, i love to hug you. I never get tired of doing that because it expresses how much i love you, but...... :(

when we took the lift up to your house, at times i get rejected. "不要一直kiss la". When you have the mood to express the feelings thru kissing and hugging. some times hearing this, it is quite mood-dropping. I just tell myself, never mind next time then kiss n hug.

I do not really like the feeling of rejections. especially in relationships.
perhaps I'm weird or I'm a weirdo? I don't know. :(
I never reject my girlfriend when she wish to hug and kiss me. I believe it's that moment the person wishes to express the feeling thru physical actions. Rejecting it, it is like shutting the person off or out.


I do not believe that i will get sick of doing something. Just like saying "I love you" at different moments. It expresses my feelings through this words. When i hear you say, "keeping saying it will lose it's significant. I asked myself I cannot predict the future, perhaps when tonight when I fall asleep and I could never wake up again? In life, it is full of uncertainty. The worst thing in life is regret! I know i will regret if i ever missed the chance to hug/ kiss and saying I love you. I tell myself to constantly express such feelings out because i could never know when is the last time i can say such words.

- don't postpone joy
-The worst feeling in life is regret, when you turn your head and walk off and you know you have a regret. The heaviest drop of tear will roll down your cheek and your heart will sink all the way.

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