就代表又对我的心 撒了 多少谎
但每次我都选择 选择相信相信你是爱我的
倔强的以为我真的能改变你
看你装无辜的眼神 我很窒息
难道你没有看见 看见我对你的好
还是你忘了 那些数不清的爱情轨迹
你说我傻 傻在爱上只懂爱自己的人
我说你傻 傻在爱他你的眼睛骗不了人
我们都傻 傻在为一段没有未来的爱情付出
还在期待会有奇迹出现
你说我傻 傻在爱上没有感情的分身
我说你傻 傻在爱他就固执的奋不顾身
我们都傻 傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿放弃天真
还在期待会有奇迹出现
Thursday, June 7, 2012
Wednesday, June 6, 2012
The hidden tears behind the smiles.
Some times i do get stuck in the cross junction. :(
In the first place, i didn't want you to go the holiday. NOT With you ex-boyfriend and you are the only girl. :( But how could i stop it. I couldn't. My heart struggle against it.
I'm sincerely happy to see that you are happy and enjoying yourself. I feel happy, seriously. But sometimes in relationship a lot of thing can happen. :( I just don't want anything to happen to our relationship. :( (who can understand my thoughts?) :(((((( Tears just rolled down, not from the eyes but from the heart. </3. After all you struggled to move away from him, how could be sure if you will feel touched again. :'( NO ONE!! :'(((((((((((( I know at times i seemed selfish, but :'((( in relationship it is already meant to be selfish. Who would like to share their partner away? I believe not. :'( I'm just afraid to lose you to your ex. :'( Emotions are something we can't control, in theory, perhaps you would tell me you hate him for this and that. but in practical, if he really do treat you very nice and well, would you promise that you would feel touched? I guess as human we will feel touched. that is where, crack lines might/mightnot unknowingly appear in our relationship. i just want to prevent that. Am i too selfish? Am i wrong? I really don't know. :'((((((
Perhaps my friend was right about me, i lack of self confidence. :'((( I guess she is right, in relationship i do lack of confidence. I really don't know why. I always feel that I am not that good enough.... :'( I really don't know why do i feel so. :'( Perhaps if i am good enough my previous relationship would have last? what the fuck la, i also don't know what i am thinking. >.<
I worried about this, i worried about that. your tummy wasn't strong and the past few days you just recovered from tummy problems. I do get worried when hearing that you took meals at weird timings. I'm just concern and worried about you. :( but i couldn't do anything about it. :( I really feel so lousy. :'( haisx :( Hearing that you had headache at night, i really wish that i could be there to take good care of you, but i know..... :'( there will be someone else to take care of you. (i just wish i could be the one)
I really want to know how are you? how have you been? did you have fun? did you enjoy yourself? Anyone make you laugh like mad? anyone make you feel sad? there are just so many questions i wanted to ask. BUT HOW??????? :(((((((((((((
Today, I waited for an extra hour. I feel frustrated, not because I got no patience to wait for you. But because I have other things to do as well, I just want to maximize the time i can meet you as well as doing my stuffs. But i know one thing for sure. if i tell you that i have things to be completed. you would tell me, then don't meet me lahh.... :'( this wasn't the answer i want to hear. :( end up no matter how i try to phase it in a good way, you still tell me the same thing. :(((( then don't meet me la. :((( I feel so sad, because i really feel excited about meeting you although i do have quite a bit of work to be done. I just want to spend a bit of time with you. I would really feel happy about it. Perhaps it's was the appreciation i was looking for. hais. what the fuck is wrong with me?!?!
Tears just rolled down. :'((( I really don't know if i should let you go the next time if your clique organize another holiday. :'((( (with your ex-boyfriend) i just don't want any feeling to be triggered between you and him. :'((
Would you stand in my position to feel for me? the fear of losing you.
Perhaps when the time comes, i would put on the best mask to cover up my emotions. :'((((((((
I only know one thing for sure, I would never leave you for another girl.
In the first place, i didn't want you to go the holiday. NOT With you ex-boyfriend and you are the only girl. :( But how could i stop it. I couldn't. My heart struggle against it.
I'm sincerely happy to see that you are happy and enjoying yourself. I feel happy, seriously. But sometimes in relationship a lot of thing can happen. :( I just don't want anything to happen to our relationship. :( (who can understand my thoughts?) :(((((( Tears just rolled down, not from the eyes but from the heart. </3. After all you struggled to move away from him, how could be sure if you will feel touched again. :'( NO ONE!! :'(((((((((((( I know at times i seemed selfish, but :'((( in relationship it is already meant to be selfish. Who would like to share their partner away? I believe not. :'( I'm just afraid to lose you to your ex. :'( Emotions are something we can't control, in theory, perhaps you would tell me you hate him for this and that. but in practical, if he really do treat you very nice and well, would you promise that you would feel touched? I guess as human we will feel touched. that is where, crack lines might/mightnot unknowingly appear in our relationship. i just want to prevent that. Am i too selfish? Am i wrong? I really don't know. :'((((((
Perhaps my friend was right about me, i lack of self confidence. :'((( I guess she is right, in relationship i do lack of confidence. I really don't know why. I always feel that I am not that good enough.... :'( I really don't know why do i feel so. :'( Perhaps if i am good enough my previous relationship would have last? what the fuck la, i also don't know what i am thinking. >.<
I worried about this, i worried about that. your tummy wasn't strong and the past few days you just recovered from tummy problems. I do get worried when hearing that you took meals at weird timings. I'm just concern and worried about you. :( but i couldn't do anything about it. :( I really feel so lousy. :'( haisx :( Hearing that you had headache at night, i really wish that i could be there to take good care of you, but i know..... :'( there will be someone else to take care of you. (i just wish i could be the one)
I really want to know how are you? how have you been? did you have fun? did you enjoy yourself? Anyone make you laugh like mad? anyone make you feel sad? there are just so many questions i wanted to ask. BUT HOW??????? :(((((((((((((
Today, I waited for an extra hour. I feel frustrated, not because I got no patience to wait for you. But because I have other things to do as well, I just want to maximize the time i can meet you as well as doing my stuffs. But i know one thing for sure. if i tell you that i have things to be completed. you would tell me, then don't meet me lahh.... :'( this wasn't the answer i want to hear. :( end up no matter how i try to phase it in a good way, you still tell me the same thing. :(((( then don't meet me la. :((( I feel so sad, because i really feel excited about meeting you although i do have quite a bit of work to be done. I just want to spend a bit of time with you. I would really feel happy about it. Perhaps it's was the appreciation i was looking for. hais. what the fuck is wrong with me?!?!
Tears just rolled down. :'((( I really don't know if i should let you go the next time if your clique organize another holiday. :'((( (with your ex-boyfriend) i just don't want any feeling to be triggered between you and him. :'((
Would you stand in my position to feel for me? the fear of losing you.
Perhaps when the time comes, i would put on the best mask to cover up my emotions. :'((((((((
I only know one thing for sure, I would never leave you for another girl.
thanks for letting me know where i stood
I tell myself, all is well all is well. it's okay, it's true that a lot of things are free in this world. but once you take it for granted, someday it might be gone. Perhaps gone to some others which will appreciate it better.
Thanks for letting me felt like a FOOL, going all out to find you. end up, it's because you are not happy. just wanting to have some silent moment, seriously??? At least drop me a simple text or whatsapp msg. is it so tough? for that near 45 mins, i used text msg, fb msg, twitter msg, email, msn, whatsapp, phone call, all to no avail. NVM, I AM STUPID TO BE WORRIED!!
To think that i am so
GOOD NIGHT! :'(
The tear rolled out carrying the words "such a fool".
Thanks for letting me felt like a FOOL, going all out to find you. end up, it's because you are not happy. just wanting to have some silent moment, seriously??? At least drop me a simple text or whatsapp msg. is it so tough? for that near 45 mins, i used text msg, fb msg, twitter msg, email, msn, whatsapp, phone call, all to no avail. NVM, I AM STUPID TO BE WORRIED!!
To think that i am so
GOOD NIGHT! :'(
The tear rolled out carrying the words "such a fool".
Sunday, June 3, 2012
Understand is one thing, doing it is another thing.
Gonna hate tmr >.<
I just want to be the priority in your list.
We have the same amount of time as any greatest man on earth, it's just up to us to decide what we wanna focus on.
Tmr you'll be going holiday. 4 guys and 1 girl. Your the only girl and your ex-boyfriend is going. how can i not worry for that bit. Perhaps the day i wouldn't worry, is the day i don't care anymore.
Suddenly remember the words mentioned to me. I know you wouldn't like me to go holiday with my friends(inclusive of my ex) I can understand that, therefore I wouldn't do it. I know the feeling sucks.
I guess it's not the trust that was missing, but who like to share their girlfriend? i guess none, if you really love your partner you would never want to share them with others.
Just feel frustrating at timesssss...>.<
I'm undeclared..
You're quite close with them..
keep a distance would be weird..
Close the gap.. I'm sure you wouldn't like that, if I'm close with other girls.
Just lazy to write my thoughts out
OKAY I SHALL STUDY NOW!!
I just want to be the priority in your list.
We have the same amount of time as any greatest man on earth, it's just up to us to decide what we wanna focus on.
Tmr you'll be going holiday. 4 guys and 1 girl. Your the only girl and your ex-boyfriend is going. how can i not worry for that bit. Perhaps the day i wouldn't worry, is the day i don't care anymore.
Suddenly remember the words mentioned to me. I know you wouldn't like me to go holiday with my friends(inclusive of my ex) I can understand that, therefore I wouldn't do it. I know the feeling sucks.
I guess it's not the trust that was missing, but who like to share their girlfriend? i guess none, if you really love your partner you would never want to share them with others.
Just feel frustrating at timesssss...>.<
I'm undeclared..
You're quite close with them..
keep a distance would be weird..
Close the gap.. I'm sure you wouldn't like that, if I'm close with other girls.
Just lazy to write my thoughts out
OKAY I SHALL STUDY NOW!!
Hers truly
Awww.. man... birthday is coming!! need to come up with a good plan! :)
Need some ideas LOL!~
Need some ideas LOL!~
Blogggggingg for myself
I like to post sad and angry things on blogger!!!! :) \ for me to vent it out!! HAHAHA!! ^^.
Save all the nice little things for you, taking all the incorrigible thoughts away. :)
Save all the nice little things for you, taking all the incorrigible thoughts away. :)
Saturday, May 26, 2012
Not used to it :(
A month ago, we could kiss n hug for an hour not feeling tired of it.
A month later, I got to hear that you don't like to kiss that much.
Kind of not use to not kissing you that much.
Some times I could feel my heart sunk. The kind of sour sour breaking breaking feeling.
it's true that i love to kiss you, i love to hug you. I never get tired of doing that because it expresses how much i love you, but...... :(
when we took the lift up to your house, at times i get rejected. "不要一直kiss la". When you have the mood to express the feelings thru kissing and hugging. some times hearing this, it is quite mood-dropping. I just tell myself, never mind next time then kiss n hug.
I do not really like the feeling of rejections. especially in relationships.
perhaps I'm weird or I'm a weirdo? I don't know. :(
I never reject my girlfriend when she wish to hug and kiss me. I believe it's that moment the person wishes to express the feeling thru physical actions. Rejecting it, it is like shutting the person off or out.
I do not believe that i will get sick of doing something. Just like saying "I love you" at different moments. It expresses my feelings through this words. When i hear you say, "keeping saying it will lose it's significant. I asked myself I cannot predict the future, perhaps when tonight when I fall asleep and I could never wake up again? In life, it is full of uncertainty. The worst thing in life is regret! I know i will regret if i ever missed the chance to hug/ kiss and saying I love you. I tell myself to constantly express such feelings out because i could never know when is the last time i can say such words.
- don't postpone joy
-The worst feeling in life is regret, when you turn your head and walk off and you know you have a regret. The heaviest drop of tear will roll down your cheek and your heart will sink all the way.
A month later, I got to hear that you don't like to kiss that much.
Kind of not use to not kissing you that much.
Some times I could feel my heart sunk. The kind of sour sour breaking breaking feeling.
it's true that i love to kiss you, i love to hug you. I never get tired of doing that because it expresses how much i love you, but...... :(
when we took the lift up to your house, at times i get rejected. "不要一直kiss la". When you have the mood to express the feelings thru kissing and hugging. some times hearing this, it is quite mood-dropping. I just tell myself, never mind next time then kiss n hug.
I do not really like the feeling of rejections. especially in relationships.
perhaps I'm weird or I'm a weirdo? I don't know. :(
I never reject my girlfriend when she wish to hug and kiss me. I believe it's that moment the person wishes to express the feeling thru physical actions. Rejecting it, it is like shutting the person off or out.
I do not believe that i will get sick of doing something. Just like saying "I love you" at different moments. It expresses my feelings through this words. When i hear you say, "keeping saying it will lose it's significant. I asked myself I cannot predict the future, perhaps when tonight when I fall asleep and I could never wake up again? In life, it is full of uncertainty. The worst thing in life is regret! I know i will regret if i ever missed the chance to hug/ kiss and saying I love you. I tell myself to constantly express such feelings out because i could never know when is the last time i can say such words.
- don't postpone joy
-The worst feeling in life is regret, when you turn your head and walk off and you know you have a regret. The heaviest drop of tear will roll down your cheek and your heart will sink all the way.
Friday, May 18, 2012
bad day :(
Had a bad night sleep yesterday.
End up sleeping only 3 hrs +. woke up so early today 6am!!! what the....
Just so that I take public transport instead of cabbing.
Today the lecturer is damn good! lol!! made me laugh non-stop. First time I was able to be awake.
Finally ended lesson ://
Reach P.T lesson early, but end up started so late, 730+pm then end. :// rush from place to place just so that I can meet you.
Haisx:( first thing, got scolded by you for not answering phone. :(
Just keep getting scolded. :(( just feel so sad about it. after a long day. this is all I get. :'(
End up sleeping only 3 hrs +. woke up so early today 6am!!! what the....
Just so that I take public transport instead of cabbing.
Today the lecturer is damn good! lol!! made me laugh non-stop. First time I was able to be awake.
Finally ended lesson ://
Reach P.T lesson early, but end up started so late, 730+pm then end. :// rush from place to place just so that I can meet you.
Haisx:( first thing, got scolded by you for not answering phone. :(
Just keep getting scolded. :(( just feel so sad about it. after a long day. this is all I get. :'(
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
choices
Should I select the other university course?
Hmm. hard choices in life.
Primary school - headache choosing secondary cool
Secondary school - headache choosing subjects
- headache choosing poly
Polytechnic - headache choosing university
University - headache choosing course
Headache due to poor result. LOL!!XD
Hmm. hard choices in life.
Primary school - headache choosing secondary cool
Secondary school - headache choosing subjects
- headache choosing poly
Polytechnic - headache choosing university
University - headache choosing course
Headache due to poor result. LOL!!XD
Monday, May 14, 2012
Lectures
After 2 years
AND YES i'm inside a lecture theatre listening to lectures again. Damn!
Can't concentrate well, feeling so sleeeeepppyyyy!! >_<
AND YES i'm inside a lecture theatre listening to lectures again. Damn!
Can't concentrate well, feeling so sleeeeepppyyyy!! >_<
The moment
Waited together with my sweetheart for the arrival of 0000hrs to mark the 2nd month. <3
it's just so nice! <3
commitment towards a relationship is the key for a good and lasting r/s.
it's just so nice! <3
commitment towards a relationship is the key for a good and lasting r/s.
Study tmr!
Aww man, 0312am
spend the day and night with my sweet little girl. ")
hmm, sometimes just couldnt really avoid quarrels.
but well, life goes on.
got a plan to execute tmr evening. :)
haha!!
i'm so tired.
surprise for her next month
our 3rd month together + her birthday. <3
hahaha! got to make my dear a nice nice present! <3
14+3 rose(2 colors handmade)
A jigsaw puzzle.
Nice watch for her.
:)
shall eat at a nice restuarant. <3
gonna cost a bit, but it's okay! <3
spend the day and night with my sweet little girl. ")
hmm, sometimes just couldnt really avoid quarrels.
but well, life goes on.
got a plan to execute tmr evening. :)
haha!!
i'm so tired.
surprise for her next month
our 3rd month together + her birthday. <3
hahaha! got to make my dear a nice nice present! <3
14+3 rose(2 colors handmade)
A jigsaw puzzle.
Nice watch for her.
:)
shall eat at a nice restuarant. <3
gonna cost a bit, but it's okay! <3
the idiot train that came so slow. :/
Humans like to know the truth.
But when they know the truth,
Are they able to handle it?
Zui yuan de ju li, shi dang ni men zai tong yi ge che xang
Que yao shui fu zi ji.
Shi zi ji yi ge ren.
But when they know the truth,
Are they able to handle it?
Zui yuan de ju li, shi dang ni men zai tong yi ge che xang
Que yao shui fu zi ji.
Shi zi ji yi ge ren.
I'm really trying to let you have a nice saturday.
That's all. just wanna spend time with you.
Why saturday always turn out badly? T.T
I really understand. :(((((((((((
Is it really because of me and my actions? :(((
I really don't know. :(((
I'm really trying.... reallyy trying.... :(((((
Unknowingly sometimes tears just flows inwards.
:'( haisx :((
That's all. just wanna spend time with you.
Why saturday always turn out badly? T.T
I really understand. :(((((((((((
Is it really because of me and my actions? :(((
I really don't know. :(((
I'm really trying.... reallyy trying.... :(((((
Unknowingly sometimes tears just flows inwards.
:'( haisx :((
fang le zi ji :)
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放 了 世 界 不 过 如 此 而 已
fàng le shì jiè bú guò rú cǐ ér yǐ
多 少 庆 幸 多 少 风 景
duō shǎo qìng xìng duō shǎo fēng jǐng
再 放 了 之 後 才 清 晰
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放 了 自 己 放 了 回 忆
fàng le zì jǐ fàng le huí yì
放 了 那 配 不 上 你 的 伤 心
fàng le nà pèi bú shàng nǐ de shāng xīn
你 该 诠 释 的 不 再 是 悲 剧 主 角 残 影
nǐ gāi quán shì de bú zài shì bēi jù zhǔ jué cán yǐng
而 是 新 的 自 己
ér shì xīn de zì jǐ
放 了 自 己 放 了 回 忆
fàng le zì jǐ fàng le huí yì
放 了 世 界 不 过 如 此 而 已
fàng le shì jiè bú guò rú cǐ ér yǐ
多 少 庆 幸 多 少 风 景
duō shǎo qìng xìng duō shǎo fēng jǐng
再 放 了 之 後 才 清 晰
zài fàng le zhī hòu cái qīng xī
放 了 自 己 放 了 回 忆
fàng le zì jǐ fàng le huí yì
放 了 那 配 不 上 你 的 伤 心
fàng le nà pèi bú shàng nǐ de shāng xīn
你 该 诠 释 的 不 再 是 悲 剧 主 角 残 影
nǐ gāi quán shì de bú zài shì bēi jù zhǔ jué cán yǐng
而 是 新 的 自 己
ér shì xīn de zì jǐ
当 那 幸 福 的 号 志 又 一 如 往 常 的 亮 起
dāng nà xìng fú de hào zhì yòu yì rú wǎng cháng de liàng qǐ
笑 着 放 了 自 己
xiào zhe fàng le zì jǐ
wo men dou sha
计 算 着 为 你 留 下 了 多 少 眼 泪
jì suàn zhe wéi nǐ liú xià le duō shǎo yǎn lèi
就 代 表 又 对 我 的 心 撒 了 多 少 谎
jiù dài biǎo yòu duì wǒ de xīn sā le duō shǎo huǎng
但 每 次 我 都 选 择 选 择 相 信
dàn měi cì wǒ dōu xuǎn zé xuǎn zé xiāng xìn
相 信 你 是 爱 我 的
xiāng xìn nǐ shì ài wǒ de
倔 强 的 以 为 我 真 的 能 改 变 你
jué jiàng de yǐ wéi wǒ zhēn de néng gǎi biàn nǐ
看 你 装 无 辜 的 眼 神 我 很 窒 息
kàn nǐ zhuāng wú gū de yǎn shén wǒ hěn zhì xī
难 道 你 没 有 看 见 看 见 我 对 你 的 好
nán dào nǐ méi yǒu kàn jiàn kàn jiàn wǒ duì nǐ de hǎo
还 是 你 忘 了 那 些 数 不 清 的 爱 情 轨 迹
hái shì nǐ wàng le nà xiē shǔ bù qīng de ài qíng guǐ jì
你 说 我 傻 傻 在 爱 上 只 懂 爱 自 己 的 人
nǐ shuō wǒ shǎ shǎ zài ài shàng zhǐ dǒng ài zì jǐ de rén
我 说 你 傻 傻 在 爱 她 你 的 眼 睛 骗 不 了 人
wǒ shuō nǐ shǎ shǎ zài ài tā nǐ de yǎn jing piàn bù liǎo rén
我 们 都 傻 傻 在 为 一 段 没 有 未 来 的 爱 情 付 出
wǒ men dōu shǎ shǎ zài wéi yí duàn méi yǒu wèi lái de ài qíng fù chū
还 在 期 待 会 有 奇 迹 出 现
hái zài qī dāi huì yǒu qí jì chū xiàn
你 说 我 傻 傻 在 爱 上 没 有 感 情 的 分 身
nǐ shuō wǒ shǎ shǎ zài ài shàng méi yǒu gǎn qíng de fēn shēn
我 说 你 傻 傻 在 爱 她 就 固 执 的 奋 不 顾 身
wǒ shuō nǐ shǎ shǎ zài ài tā jiù gù zhí de fèn bú gù shēn
我 们 都 傻 傻 在 宁 愿 被 牺 牲 也 不 愿 放 弃 天 真
wǒ men dōu shǎ shǎ zài nìng yuàn bèi xī shēng yě bú yuàn fàng qì tiān zhēn
还 在 期 待 会 有 奇 迹 出 现
hái zài qī dāi huì yǒu qí jì chū xiàn
谁 没 有 为 爱 做 过 傻 事
shuí méi yǒu wéi ài zuò guò shǎ shì
只 是 问 心 无 愧 讽 刺 也 无 所 谓
zhǐ shì wèn xīn wú kuì fěng cì yě wú suǒ wèi
我 说 我 傻 傻 在 爱 上 没 有 感 情 的 分 身
wǒ shuō wǒ shǎ shǎ zài ài shàng méi yǒu gǎn qíng de fēn shēn
你 说 你 傻 傻 在 爱 她 就 固 执 的 奋 不 顾 身
nǐ shuō nǐ shǎ shǎ zài ài tā jiù gù zhí de fèn bú gù shēn
我 们 都 傻 傻 在 宁 愿 被 牺 牲 也 不 愿 放 弃 天 真
wǒ men dōu shǎ shǎ zài nìng yuàn bèi xī shēng yě bú yuàn fàng qì tiān zhēn
还 在 期 待 会 有 奇 迹 出 现
hái zài qī dāi huì yǒu qí jì chū xiàn
还 在 期 待 会 有 奇 迹 出 现
hái zài qī dāi huì yǒu qí jì chū xiàn
jì suàn zhe wéi nǐ liú xià le duō shǎo yǎn lèi
就 代 表 又 对 我 的 心 撒 了 多 少 谎
jiù dài biǎo yòu duì wǒ de xīn sā le duō shǎo huǎng
但 每 次 我 都 选 择 选 择 相 信
dàn měi cì wǒ dōu xuǎn zé xuǎn zé xiāng xìn
相 信 你 是 爱 我 的
xiāng xìn nǐ shì ài wǒ de
倔 强 的 以 为 我 真 的 能 改 变 你
jué jiàng de yǐ wéi wǒ zhēn de néng gǎi biàn nǐ
看 你 装 无 辜 的 眼 神 我 很 窒 息
kàn nǐ zhuāng wú gū de yǎn shén wǒ hěn zhì xī
难 道 你 没 有 看 见 看 见 我 对 你 的 好
nán dào nǐ méi yǒu kàn jiàn kàn jiàn wǒ duì nǐ de hǎo
还 是 你 忘 了 那 些 数 不 清 的 爱 情 轨 迹
hái shì nǐ wàng le nà xiē shǔ bù qīng de ài qíng guǐ jì
你 说 我 傻 傻 在 爱 上 只 懂 爱 自 己 的 人
nǐ shuō wǒ shǎ shǎ zài ài shàng zhǐ dǒng ài zì jǐ de rén
我 说 你 傻 傻 在 爱 她 你 的 眼 睛 骗 不 了 人
wǒ shuō nǐ shǎ shǎ zài ài tā nǐ de yǎn jing piàn bù liǎo rén
我 们 都 傻 傻 在 为 一 段 没 有 未 来 的 爱 情 付 出
wǒ men dōu shǎ shǎ zài wéi yí duàn méi yǒu wèi lái de ài qíng fù chū
还 在 期 待 会 有 奇 迹 出 现
hái zài qī dāi huì yǒu qí jì chū xiàn
你 说 我 傻 傻 在 爱 上 没 有 感 情 的 分 身
nǐ shuō wǒ shǎ shǎ zài ài shàng méi yǒu gǎn qíng de fēn shēn
我 说 你 傻 傻 在 爱 她 就 固 执 的 奋 不 顾 身
wǒ shuō nǐ shǎ shǎ zài ài tā jiù gù zhí de fèn bú gù shēn
我 们 都 傻 傻 在 宁 愿 被 牺 牲 也 不 愿 放 弃 天 真
wǒ men dōu shǎ shǎ zài nìng yuàn bèi xī shēng yě bú yuàn fàng qì tiān zhēn
还 在 期 待 会 有 奇 迹 出 现
hái zài qī dāi huì yǒu qí jì chū xiàn
谁 没 有 为 爱 做 过 傻 事
shuí méi yǒu wéi ài zuò guò shǎ shì
只 是 问 心 无 愧 讽 刺 也 无 所 谓
zhǐ shì wèn xīn wú kuì fěng cì yě wú suǒ wèi
我 说 我 傻 傻 在 爱 上 没 有 感 情 的 分 身
wǒ shuō wǒ shǎ shǎ zài ài shàng méi yǒu gǎn qíng de fēn shēn
你 说 你 傻 傻 在 爱 她 就 固 执 的 奋 不 顾 身
nǐ shuō nǐ shǎ shǎ zài ài tā jiù gù zhí de fèn bú gù shēn
我 们 都 傻 傻 在 宁 愿 被 牺 牲 也 不 愿 放 弃 天 真
wǒ men dōu shǎ shǎ zài nìng yuàn bèi xī shēng yě bú yuàn fàng qì tiān zhēn
还 在 期 待 会 有 奇 迹 出 现
hái zài qī dāi huì yǒu qí jì chū xiàn
还 在 期 待 会 有 奇 迹 出 现
hái zài qī dāi huì yǒu qí jì chū xiàn
with cab
Days with cab and runs.
630am wake up
650 take cab
725 - 730 reach camp
740 change up for life run
930am work time
Days without cab and with life run
550 wake up.
615 take bus
640 take train.
710 reach sbw
725 reach camp
740 change up for run.
Hmm. 40 mins + 30 mins(taxi) sleeping timing difference!!! :/
630am wake up
650 take cab
725 - 730 reach camp
740 change up for life run
930am work time
Days without cab and with life run
550 wake up.
615 take bus
640 take train.
710 reach sbw
725 reach camp
740 change up for run.
Hmm. 40 mins + 30 mins(taxi) sleeping timing difference!!! :/
:/ possible timeline?
the stress level :(
Ntu, unisim, ndp, daily work x2. omg!!
FML!! :(
T.T
24 hrs is not enough for me?!
Or have I not priority well?
T.T
To be coming
8am - 6pm work(minimal)
7pm - 10 pm study.
10pm-12am travel/self study
1+am-630am sleep
630am to 8am. travel to work.
T.T
Days without studies.
8-6pm. work
6+pm -10+pm for my dear.
10+pm till1am. self study
1+am till 630am sleep
630am till 8am travel to work.
Weekends
10am wake up
10- 1+pm study.
2+pm meet gf.
10pm onwards study time.
1am onwards sleep time.
Ntu, unisim, ndp, daily work x2. omg!!
FML!! :(
T.T
24 hrs is not enough for me?!
Or have I not priority well?
T.T
To be coming
8am - 6pm work(minimal)
7pm - 10 pm study.
10pm-12am travel/self study
1+am-630am sleep
630am to 8am. travel to work.
T.T
Days without studies.
8-6pm. work
6+pm -10+pm for my dear.
10+pm till1am. self study
1+am till 630am sleep
630am till 8am travel to work.
Weekends
10am wake up
10- 1+pm study.
2+pm meet gf.
10pm onwards study time.
1am onwards sleep time.
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