Not used to it :(

A month ago, we could kiss n hug for an hour not feeling tired of it.
A month later, I got to hear that you don't like to kiss that much.
Kind of not use to not kissing you that much. 

Some times I could feel my heart sunk. The kind of sour sour breaking breaking feeling.

it's true that i love to kiss you, i love to hug you. I never get tired of doing that because it expresses how much i love you, but...... :(
when we took the lift up to your house, at times i get rejected. "不要一直kiss la". When you have the mood to express the feelings thru kissing and hugging. some times hearing this, it is quite mood-dropping. I just tell myself, never mind next time then kiss n hug.

I do not really like the feeling of rejections. especially in relationships.
perhaps I'm weird or I'm a weirdo? I don't know. :(
I never reject my girlfriend when she wish to hug and kiss me. I believe it's that moment the person wishes to express the feeling thru physical actions. Rejecting it, it is like shutting the person off or out.


I do not believe that i will get sick of doing something. Just like saying "I love you" at different moments. It expresses my feelings through this words. When i hear you say, "keeping saying it will lose it's significant. I asked myself I cannot predict the future, perhaps when tonight when I fall asleep and I could never wake up again? In life, it is full of uncertainty. The worst thing in life is regret! I know i will regret if i ever missed the chance to hug/ kiss and saying I love you. I tell myself to constantly express such feelings out because i could never know when is the last time i can say such words.

- don't postpone joy
-The worst feeling in life is regret, when you turn your head and walk off and you know you have a regret. The heaviest drop of tear will roll down your cheek and your heart will sink all the way.

i wonder i wonder i really wonder. :(

bad day :(

Had a bad night sleep yesterday.
End up sleeping only 3 hrs +. woke up so early today 6am!!! what the....
Just so that I take public transport instead of cabbing.


Today the lecturer is damn good! lol!! made me laugh non-stop. First time I was able to be awake.


Finally ended lesson :// 
Reach P.T lesson early, but end up started so late, 730+pm then end. :// rush from place to place just so that I can meet you.


Haisx:( first thing, got scolded by you for not answering phone. :( 
Just keep getting scolded. :(( just feel so sad about it. after a long day. this is all I get. :'(

Lesson in relationship :" expect nothing and everything will seemed to be a surprise,
Expect a lot everything will turn to be a 
Disappointment."

choices

Should I select the other university course?
Hmm. hard choices in life.


Primary school - headache choosing secondary cool
Secondary school - headache choosing subjects
                            - headache choosing poly
Polytechnic - headache choosing university
University - headache choosing course


Headache due to poor result. LOL!!XD

Lectures

After 2 years

AND YES i'm inside a lecture theatre listening to lectures again. Damn!

Can't concentrate well, feeling so sleeeeepppyyyy!! >_<

The moment

Waited together with my sweetheart for the arrival of 0000hrs to mark the 2nd month. <3
it's just so nice! <3

commitment towards a relationship is the key for a good and lasting r/s.